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Friday, 25 September 2009

Thursday, 03 September 2009

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    More Like Not Running Away: A Novel (Mary Mccarthy Prize in Short Fiction)
    By Paul Shepherd
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    all this buzzing in my head and i still hear only you

    i have returned from the yearly family vacation alive and only a little worse for wear. this year's lucky spot was a roadtrip to Oregon, namely Portland. it was quite lovely and i think i found my new home. it rained a few times which just about made my life since miserable california is hot enough to make my skin melt... plus the rain is fantastic in an of itself

    3388858782_a1cd3f2367.jpg Rain drops keep fallin' on my head, but thank god, because they're hiding the tears from my face. (Also, I REALLY REALLY LOVE THIS PICTURE.) image by JennyNoxon

    today has me thinking alot and right now my brain is crammed with thoughts of all different sorts. it's sort of calming to hear the buzzing of words in my head zooming like cars until they crash and i'm left collapsed on the bed, exhausted

    maybe tomorrow i'll get around to writing them down once i've got it all figured out. some what

    Listen- Saglopur by Sigur Ros

Tuesday, 04 August 2009

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    The Boy with the Arab Strap
    By Belle & Sebastian
    The Rollercoaster Ride
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    this is me not pitying myself

    looking down the road
    all I can see is blurry shapes
    without any form, lost in the delusions
    of my mind. they never stay
    and I'm always left wondering where they went
    how could it be like this?
     
    looking at the house
    all I can see are the things that could be
    dreams that were never kept, lost in the delusions
    of my mind. they always depart
    and I'm always left thinking it will never change
    how could it be like this?
     
    looking through the window
    all I can see are the shadows of things
    that were never there, lost in the delusions
    of my mind, they never leave
    and I'm always left asking why they accompany me
    how could it be like this?
     
    looking into the room
    all I can see are the angry words
    as discernable as the people screaming them, lost in the delusions
    of my mind, they won't leave me alone
    and I'm always left screaming at the end
    how could it be like this?

Friday, 10 July 2009

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    ... In Shallow Seas We Sail
    By Emery
    Cutthroat Collapse
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    God Bless Who?

    So you know what i really hate? On top of the stuff i already hate too? (haha) when people say 

     "God Bless America"

    Really? Are we the only one's that matter? America is so wealthy even in this economic depression and to say "God Bless America" seems like something a concieted tyrant would say. Maybe not a tyrant, but definitely someone who thinks they're above everyone else.

    We're not the only people here and definitely aren't the only one's that matter. And we also are for sure, not the poorest. There are so many people in the world suffering from things that are so easily cured, or completely avoided, here. Why should we be the only blessed ones? Personally, I think God has blessed us quite a bit and now we should ask him to bless other countries that are far worse than dear old America.

    I'm not saying I don't love America or anything like that, I just think to ask God for blessings and no one else and to then look down on the countries that aren't as well off. We're such a wasteful country and I think we should think about others more than ourselves. We're always wanting the biggest house, most expensive clothes, and best cars when there are people who don't have a house, have one outfit that's practially a rag, and have to walk everywhere because they can't afford cars. Just grow up and think about others. Maybe then we can make the world a better place like we always say we want to...

    i found an excelent video for this too- http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=588355778163 

    I don't care what people say about this blog or me or maybe everyone will be fine with it, but i just wanted to share my opinon and I may defend myself if needed.

     

    (PS- Just in case it comes up. I didn't take my opinions from this guy, I already was meaning to write this when I came across a summary of this video. )

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

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    The Darjeeling Limited
    By Owen Wilson, Adrien Brody, Jason Schwartzman, Natalie Portman, Michael Castejon
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    insomnia

    I'm tired but sleep’s getting me no where

    I try to stay awake but everything I’m running from

    Is catching up while I lay here

    thinking’s too easy and dreaming’s so hard

    but maybe it’s the other way around

    in my head

    or maybe everything’s the other way around

    and maybe I’m doing it all wrong

     

     

    Cry for yourself. Don’t cry. Let’s give up for awhile. But I want to hold on. I don’t hate you. I hate myself. I hate everyone. It’s a beautiful day. I wish I was sleeping. Sleeping’s too hard. I dream while I’m waking. My dreams are so far. Where are the clouds? My nauseas here. I’m hungry. Let’s eat. No thanks I’m not. Can I escape? But I have to stay here. He’s long gone. But I wish he was not. Everything’s fine. It’s all falling down. Cry for yourself. Don’t cry.